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As he grins at me No doubt trying to be Funny to his peers; Hearing their smart-ass sneers And every one a world of hurts. Smile now, tommorow will be worse. - I shed a tear The last straw, I fear Is alone as a haystack. I feel that I lack The strength - they hack at the last piece of wood on the bridge. - And as he squirts his gun at me I can feel the world freezing in horror Every atom turning to crystal in my eyes Every second frozen forever As I feel a tiny splatter on my blazer.

I sit down with the 'bad boys', Throwing a single toy All across the class, And in my mind, it came to pass I should join in with their game. It ended making me feel lame. - I joined in, in my pride, And it seemed they had something to hide, But never mind - I carried on, Until my consideration was totally gone. But eventually, I came to see That they were laughing - right at me. - As confidence rises, awareness falls. I feel pushed in, within these walls One thing leads to another And I wonder whether, If I'de sat elsewhere, Nobody would turn a hair. - I'm now feeling altogether reflective Seeing each laugh from a new p

I sit there, calm, almost yawning When suddenly, without any warning Joel holds my neck back - at a pinch So quickly that I don't flinch I gurgle helplessly, held there At that exact point where The ground waits below me. - My chair tilted carefully The world around me passes totally Unnoticing. Except my friend, staring As he considers the chances Of me falling back. 'Um, Joel?' He said, not wanting to shock. 'If he fell back he could crack his neck' I pause in my flailing hopefully. - I'm let out, I get up immediatly I sneer 'What was that for?' 'Fun' he replied, And he laughs - Another memory Down the hole.